Very Important Journal, Please read.posted Jan 9th 2009, 1:15PM
Mood: Tired
Music: Ambience Style Techno
Ok...this has been a holiday system roller coaster ride of fuck-up-ti-tude.
To put it simply and and un-gilded...Ive been Diagnosed with Primary Liver Cancer.
Its a strain called Fibro Lamellar and its infected 90% of my liver with particulates in my lungs. So suffice to say, i havent been that well off these past couple of months.
But im not one for giving up, and Calintz-San, the love of my life, is helping me through this, along with tremendous aide from my family and friends.
Im expecting to start Chemo-Therapy here pretty soon, in the form of a pill called Nexcobar. Its brand new, but the doctors are giving it a favorable nod, so ive got high hopes.
So, if any of you artists out there now anybody, or have cancer themselves and are battling it same as I or survived the Battle, please contact me, i could use some advice.
Im suposed to have a Low Sodium Diet to avoid putting to much pressure on my liver. When i eat to much sodium *salty things* my body builds up in fluids and since my liver isnt 100% it cant process the fluid fast enough to get it out, so i sort of just bloat up like a water balloon, but beleive me, its very uncomftable. So if any body has any advice on how to eat healthy wise when you have cancer, please toss some ideas my way.
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ok, so, done with all that.
im gonna force my self to draw again, i have to, i cant let my passion die. plus im going to be taking online classes at AI San Fran since i obviously cant go to the campus any more.
ok...its like 5 am here, i woke up and cant go back to sleep...time for some mario 64 niggas
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